It's been over a year since I wrote here and I just can't look at the previous pessimistic post It's finally time for a change!
A lot has happened over the year - more bad than good things I guess. Probably I've changed but I know there's definitely room for improvement So I'm making an attempt to change
Just one exam left and 3 months of holidays I hope not to waste it this time ;D New photos are already waiting for uploading
(As an example of me trying to change - my new life motto is: It's gonna be alright )

there are moments in life when everything turns upside down. you no longer know what to think, what to believe in. just as if your world was falling into pieces. very small pieces... everything is so pointless and meaningless. just don't know what to do... i'm trying to do anything just to keep myself from thinking... will this feeling ever pass? why can't everything be as it used to be? i don't know and can't find strength to hope. just trying to keep appearances as long as i can...

People from our Institute might have already noticed my new hobby- tatting (polish- frywolitki). Its definitely relaxing and almost therapeutic because I really need to keep my hands busy So on my deviant you can have a look at a percentage of what i've done last week now i've got some new, better treads so it's even more fun then before ;D All the pictures were taken by and thanks to him for doing that my camera is still in bialystok and i couldn't get it out- don't ask why
if anyone's interested- you can place your order for earrings :>
(the colors and patterns available and the price- mail me)

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The rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

8 interesting facts about me...
1. Firstly this will be hard because i'm a very boring person (at least imho )
2. I hate talking to lots of people at one time. Preffer them in smaller groups
3. This year's hollidays were the longest and the most dreadful in my entire life... (apart from my trip to croatia ^^)
4. I have lots of interests but never seem to be good or persistent in one particular thing.
5. Two my favourite countries are India and Ireland although i've never visited any and probaly never will (esp. India) ;D
6. There're lots of things I would love to learn to do however most of them concerned with dance, music or some other artisitic form
7. I could write a lot of such stuff because I'm rather self-concerned, but nobody would like to read that ;D
8. And last but not least I would like to fall deeply and truly in love

I tag:

only 7... even though i'me getting hysterical having do that thing above ;D

the raindrops are falling on my window-sill. i'm really fed up with everything. i'm moving out in a week time so this whole issue makes me iritated because it really is stressful... however i'm full of hope and good feelings what is more being single starts to get me down again ;D ok. enough of whining for today. to be continued...